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[17 Nov 2004|08:22pm]
Who are you?
x. Are we friends?
x. When and how did we meet?
x. How have I affected you?
x. What do you think of me?
x. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
x. How long do you think we will be friends?
x. Do you love me?
x. Do you have a crush on me?
x. Would you kiss me?
x. Would you hug me?
x. Physically, what stands out?
x. Emotionally, what stands out?
x. Do you wish I was cooler?
x. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
x. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
x. Am I loveable?
x. How long have you known me?
x. Describe me in one word:
x. What was your first impression of me?
x. Do you still think that way about me now?
x. What do you think my weakness is?
x. Do you think I'll get married?
x. What makes me happy?
x. What makes me sad?
x. What reminds you of me?
x. If you could give me anything what would it be?
x. How well do you know me?
x. When's the last time you saw me?
x. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
x. Do you think I could kill someone?
x. Are you going to put this on your site and see what I say about you?
x. What will I be when I grow up?


do it if you love me ! <3 i have no life, it'd be fun to read =]
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[21 Oct 2004|12:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so yah, i'm sitting here it's 12:18 eating my left over fettuchini ( sorry about the typo)

not at school.

i feel really horrible about not coming to school lately. i've just been sick, and also just not really up for anything at all. too many things for a jeannette to handle at one time, i'm trying..but it's not easy. whyyy didnt i go to school today?!!?!?!

why am i such a pussssssyyy
why cant i just wake up on time and feel fine!!!!!!

did that kinda rhyme?

hm.


alrite


why cant i just type how i feel without dragging onto something stupid like that?

...

...lie to me...

[18 Oct 2004|10:34am]
[ mood | crushed ]

that girl doesn't deserve that, life isnt fair sometimes.. =\


what if that happened to one of us ?

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...blank [06 Sep 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | my fathers lovely snoring. mhm mhm ]

wowie, havent updated you in a while. geeze louise.. i really dont have anythign to tell you. adn thast why i dont write shit in here. but yah..school has obviously started..and i pretty much like it. in a way i dont though..but for the most part its a lot better then middle school.

so much more excitement x382u3982q3u34y34834734 billion

chiyahhhh.

i should call meg

hm where is she

i need that algebra shizzat

ergh apologys for a boring entry.

later keds...... comment me something exciting so wen i check i'll get all chipppperrr


woot i'm cool

ok now im really leaving

xo

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awesome. night. [24 Aug 2004|01:49am]
sweet16 was so cool. god i wish i lived in another town sometimes...

the guys were hott, the girls were fuckin crazy.

it was so much fun.

we went to marias, with like a bagillion ppl and i think her parents are psychotic because they kept on bringin in the whisky and smernoff..how ever you spell that..and beers and shit...

stupid parents huuh?

oh well, we ran into sprinklers and ran across streets shitfacedddd =]


wooooooot

i'm happy

lj makes me happy


if your happy and you know it...



post me some comments!!!

::clap clap::
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trying this shizzat [22 Aug 2004|11:00pm]
DOES THIS MOTHER FUCKING WORK?!!?!

EVERYONE GO TO MEGS SEXY PAGE.

EVERSOSWEETT

B/C SHE'S COOLLLL!
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[15 Aug 2004|11:47am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so yesterday i woke up, went to e's and of course...what did we do? leave. hah.

so we walked to the park..then to get chineseee...and um. i kinda forget the rest of the day?.....i forgot what we did up to julies house, but at julies we just hung out at her pool and played sharades ..i have no clue how to spell that.

then later we went to the park and me, tom, jenny, kat, and shannon did some " drastic " things ;] hahhaha

i didn't end up going to pt.pleasant b/c it was shitty ass weather. and i'm going to wildwood tommorow..i've really gotta work on my summer reading and i've gotta pack and i've gotta shower. omfg. where to start..

oh yah i need to eat

and end this entry

so um


here i go..

comments?

xo

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point pleasant. [11 Aug 2004|10:55pm]
alrighty..went to the mall, was supposet to meet up with joe but that didnt happen =[ gr. oh well, anyway.. bought an adorable dress. i heart it. its really cute...<3

i'm packing for pt. pleasant..goin down w/ meg..i'll be back on satuday.
you can call if ya want.. cellular will be on =]

this is boring. too lazy to type.

see you saturday!

xo
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[06 Aug 2004|06:08pm]
woooo hoooooo dana just redid jeannettes livejournal. she.is.so.cool.
no this isnt dana.
bye.
its pretty isnt it.
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what!! [05 Aug 2004|08:12pm]
wtf why doesnt it show wen its bolded..i think its this font...


GRRRRRRRRR!
...lie to me...

..boredum [05 Aug 2004|08:04pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | brandy..bahaha ]

yes.i.am.so.cool. )

...lie to me...

sorijseorseorij [31 Jul 2004|09:57am]
im so fucking pissed off right now none of you can really understand how pissed i am.

no.
no.
no.

i was having a bad fuckign day to begin with yesterday, then my dad tells me i'm going to massachusettes with my MOTHER today, and i'd have to wake up at like 7 for this gay wedding thing.

i'm gonna fucking flip a shit.

i am actually.

no no thats not all.

then last night steve decides to call

he wouldnt let me off the fone till 3 in the morning

i have told him loud and clear. I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU.

he doesnt understand.
so yah, next...


first i get a text... from hud

"about that whole giving up thing...i can't do it"

i thought that meant that he wouldnt give up on us?

right...?

so then he calls..and hes like yah you got my text, and i was like yea yea i got ur text! haha..

me- "yea, yea, we'll work it out or w/e..u know, wen you get home "

hud- " uhh yea..? you dont seem to upset about it, you seem relieved.."

me- "...wait a second...relieved? did you mean like...you wanted to break it off with me? cause i thought you meant something else "

hud- " hah yehhhh..."

me- " oh. umm. okay."

hud- " yo i'm soo high right now "

me- " wtf why would you do this wen your high"

hud- " cuz i look at everything in detail wen i'm high, honestly its better this way. i know wen i wake up tommorow i'm gonna feel the same. this makes me happy "



oeiajraorj thats all i can write for now.

i hate this


i'll be in mass the next few days. who knows..

call me if you care?
...lie to me...

oh how last minute...... =\ [22 Jul 2004|11:37am]
goin down the shore right now, i was suppose to go visit my baby this weekend, but no.

Jeannette- " hey i was wondering, would i bet wasting my time just to there to see you this sunday on visiting day? like would it be worth seeing me?" ....(expecting him to be like " sure! of course" )

Hud( yah i'm not gonna spell out his name you wont get it ) - " no, i honestly dont think it would be worth it, i dont feel comfortable with you coming and i dont want to be annoyed and have the councelors up my ass about why your here and stuff "

Jeannette- "um..okay =\"


he totally didnt even awknowledge that i was upset about it. i was so looking forward to that. especially looking decent, since he hasent seen me look decent since i've been at camp and shit.
but no, yet again i get fucked over.

so now i'm just gonna lay my ass on the beach and do nothing.

and eat.

what else is new?


be back tommorow..i think..i love you all ! <3

i might be back tonight......who knows?


oh yea..how the fuck do i join a community?!

love, Jenn
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i'im home! [18 Jul 2004|09:39pm]
AND SO DONT WANNA BE HERE.


in a way....
i do.. but in a way...i really dont..
i missed you guys to death though and i can't wait to see all of you!
yayy. so yah people are planning my day tommorow i think? apparently i'm going to the mall. yah, if only i had cash.
i'll take the credit card. hehheh

so yah, at first i went to camp..and i was about to cry. like no one was there. in the end it was awesome though..because you were so close with the little peopl ethat you had. and umm there were like 2 hott guys, that sucked. so i being the jeannette i am..got with a councelor.hahahh. omg hes not that old tho, he'll be a senior wen i'm a frosh. omfg. itotally love this kid. no. joke. i told steve and he flipped, he told me he's completely over us though, and he's kinda " with " someone else. i believe him. i dontknow why i felt kinda bad tho..i guess thats normal.

i'm not even gonna tell you his name because you wont be able to prounounce it. just say " hud" . haha jackie you sound SO FUNNY wen you say that. oh boy did i miss you <3

i'm so happy! and so sad at the same time. right now i'd be taking my pills and hooking up with him in the nurses office on a desease infested matress.

oh my how romantic.

oh yes, and icant forget hooking up on the dryer and washing machine... i duno why i'm writing this, but i remmeber one time opening my eyes to see what was around me and i saw a huge daddy long legss.. yet again.. romantic.
i kinda just closed my eyes again and ignored it. wow. i was quiteee proud. =]

my camp girls were so great. a few were a little strange but thats okay, i had one totally clueless girl. i hated her at first, but our cabin just laughed at her. it was pretty cruel but funny.

" i know what an organism is..what's an orgasm?"

and yes..if you were wondering..this girl is my age.

i was so excited i got like 3 letters haha...that was expected though, i got one from e, dana, and tom.

e's was extra long, i loved it.

tom wrote me a pretty sick joke..

and dana's pink hair was prettty kewl to look at. everyone in my cabin thought she was really pretty.


enough rambling, you're bored already.
too lazy to type now i'll eat.
what else is new?
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=[ [03 Jul 2004|01:17pm]
this shall be my lasttt entry until i get back. i'm gonna be gone for 2 weeks and i SO don't wanna go. fucking shoot me. kat called and said she was having a bad time and she wanted to come home, that makes me feel so much worse cause i know i'm gonna feel the same. oh well..at least i'm not gone for a whole fucking month.
i'mbegging you guys..please send me texts...and letters

Jeannette Bakalian
Camp Haiastan
PO Box C
Franklin, Mass 02038


^ thats it.
it makes me happy wen people send me letters =]] i have nothing else to say, i'll miss you all and i love you all to death.

c ya at the fireworks tonight.

Love, Jeannette <3
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yea i have nothing better to do so i did this : [28 Jun 2004|04:10pm]

1. i have a cell phone.

2. i'm obsessed with high heels.

3. i'm the youngest child.

4. i am a shopaholic.

5. i love hoop earrings.

6. i am a libra.

7. i love beer.

9. i can't live without lip gloss. Haha that would be kat not me

10. i can't live without music.

11. i lived in purgatory for three months.

12. i spend money i don't have.

13. i'll be in college forever.

14. i've seen jason mraz.

15. i get annoyed easily.

16. i eventually want kids.

18. i have more than a couple of horrible memories.

19. i am addicted to lizzie mcguire.

20. i am a person.

21. i start film school february.

23. i love taking pictures.

24. i hate girls and guys who are fake.

25. i can be mean when i want to.

26. my dreams are bizarre.

27. one of my close friends is gay.

28. i have way too many purses.

29. i've seen fight club at least forty-five times.

30. i usually dress how i feel that day.

31. i love 'sex and the city'.

32. sometimes, i cry for almost no reason.

33.i hate when people are late. or too damn early.

34. i procrastinate.

35. i love winter.

36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.

37. i love to sleep. who doesnt

38. i wish i were smarter.

39. i'm afraid of flying.

40. i hate drama.

41. i am addicted to 'the o.c.'

42. i love my hair.

43. i never fight with my parents.

44. i love the beach.

45. i have never had the chicken pox.

46. i'm excited for the future.

47. i can't control my emotions.

48. i can't wait until new year's.

49. i love the show 'rich girls'.

50. i love my friends.

51. christmas is my favorite holiday.

52. i can be very insecure sometimes.

53. i have never broken a bone.

54. i hate racist people.

55. i hate my computer. wen it doesnt work

56. i love guys that play the guitar.

57. i state the obvious.

58. i'm a happy person.

59. i love to dance.

60. i love to read...somtimes

61. i hate cleaning my room.

62. i tend to get jealous easily. I wish I didnt

63. i love cute underwear.

64. i love john mayer.

65. i cry when i see animals/people getting hurt/abused.

66. i want to go to greece.

67. i don't like to study for tests.

68. i love god.

69. i am too forgiving.

70. i have a horrible sense of direction.

71. i love high school.

72. i have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.

73. i'm a daddy's girl.

74. i love kisses on the forehead. ..depends on who its from

75. i love the color pink.

76. i love to sew.

77. i have green eyes. Sometimes.. My eyes change colors

78. i love the olsen twins.

79. i played soccer for fourteen years.

80. i become stressed easily.

81. i hate liars. i hate people who lie A LOT.

82. i like comfy sweatpants.

83. paul walker is my dream guy.

84. i love the smell of air after it rains.

85. i love my family.

86. i hate needles.

87. i am a perfectionist.

88. i always wanted to learn to play the drums.

89. i would love to have my own fashion line.

90. i can be quite selfish.

91. i still act like a little kid. only sometimes

92. i despise dishonesty.

93. i love pictures.

94. i love music.

95. i wish i were more motivated when it comes to school.

96. i love getting stuff in the mail.

97. i have problems letting go of people. depends on who they are.. How long ive known them.. Their personality.. Etc.

98. i hate the feeling of being alone.

99. i don't want to be married.

100. i hate the fact that my size 10 jeans are tight.

101. i've never watched 'sex and the city' and i don't really care if i do.

102. i don't really want to add three things to this list.

103. so i won't.

104. i love harry potter.

105. i am patient.

106. i like bunnies.

107. i often don't think before i speak and then regret it.

108. i love summer.

109. i miss my friends whom i haven't seen for a while.

110. i like the feeling of sneezing. somethimes like when you can feel it coming nd it tickles.

111. the thought of special brownies make me giggle.

112. sometimes i actually enjoy school but other times i just want it all to stop.

113. i think that the world is a cruel place.

114. i am in a bad mood.

115. i like the beatles.

116. i like people.

117. brand new is my favorite band.

118. sometimes when i listen to music i get goosebumps.

119. i changed some of the formatting and capitalization in this thing to make it more uniform because i am a loser.

120. i talk to a lot of people online often whom i have never met in real life...(shh but i wont bold that)

121. i can manage to fail health...did that.

122. i wish i were somewhere else right now.

123. i've wished for a remote control one time, so i could fast forward boring things like the time spent walking home.

124. i hate geometry.

125. i am a capitalistic whore with socialistic tendencies.

126. i hate being politically correct.

127. i can be considered a "geek."

128. my aim buddy list is maxed out and that bothers me.

129. i've read every single bloody quote on bash.org.

130. i love tatu.

131. i love to cosplay.

132. my brother's exgirlfriend is a cow.

133. i'm done.

134. i like almonds.

135. my favorite color is purple.

136. i like to exercise.

137. i adore cats.

138. i love it when it snows.

139. i need something better to do than take surveys like this.

140. i'm a college freshman.

141. i love making layouts and icons, but despise being in slumps.

142. i've actually had the same aim name for more than a year.

143. i'm addicted to Gaia Online.

144. i have food in my direct reach now.

145. i have drawn a picture today.

146. even the faintest smell of sharpie gives me a headache and makes me nauseous.

147. i have a strange habit of looking for pretty people [of either sex] in the crowd.

148. even after blogging/journaling for a considerable amount of time, i still entertain a love-hate relationship with the activity.

149. it bothers me greatly that there is no number 8 or 17 in this survey.

150. my favorite beverage is water.

151. i believe there is a god.

152. i am sleepy.

153. give me money.

154. i like randomness.

..i'm not adding 3. fuck that.

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mother fuckersssss [27 Jun 2004|12:58pm]
[ mood | content ]

ass holes!! i look like a fuckin fagget here, i look under " friends of" and i see...TWO WHOLE PEOPLE. how horrible does that look guys?! ergh. ADD ME bitches! oh well...so yea. this week/weekend has been pretty good ( cant keep track over the summer).kat left yesterday, so sad =[ they'll all be back soon enough tho, and then we'll have loads of fun and umm lamberts was pretty cool. i was there for a long ass time just talkin and shit. he's not that bad somtimes. this week everyones gonna be gone. ugh this sucks. the last day i might see all of you is tommorow. if not..then saturday, the night you get back. i need to buy a whole crapload of shit before i go to camp man. i think i shall go make my list soon.




steves being so weird.
yesterday he was like
" fuck you, your a waste. you've been a waste of 10 months...."
today hes like :
" babie we need to work this out. i love you, and i miss you "

. i told him that just so many things that he's said are unforgivable. and he told me thats bull shit and that words are forgivable.i'm sorta relieved that he hasen't been making me really upset about this. i'm extremely numb at this point, we've gone through the same bullshit over and over. why doesn't he just stop...and wen he claims he's gonna stop...he tells me he loves me and misses me and wants to work things out. WELL WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!!?!?!?!?!!
give me your thoughts.
( people that actually DO add me to their friends lists =\ )

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first entry. [24 Jun 2004|05:47pm]
well well i feel kinda funny writin in livejournal especially since i have no friends..hm. oh well..so yea, today i basically sat on my ass and cleaned up the house. pretty shitttty day... haven't hung out with meg in a while so i'm preb goin over there in a little, then i have to say bye to kat.
god..i'm gonna miss that girl SO much. i miss jackie so much already.. pretty soon most of us aren't gonna be here.. the 2 weeks that i'll be gone.. e wont be here, jenny will be away during the day, jackie wont be here, kat wont be here.. geez louise. i've never had a summer where so many of my friends are gone. i'm kinda not looking forward to camp, but in a way its kinda good to get the fuck out of here. =] ...for a change
..thats all ihave for now

marquee> SUMMERS HERE MOTHER FUCKERRR!! </marquee>
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testingg.. [21 Jun 2004|11:29pm]
testing.... =]]
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